tell me where the waves go,
and I will tell you
the ebbing tides of your carefully candle dried magnetism
can't stay undersea forever
when you resurface (I don't fancy gills, myself)
I advise you
to heed the first thing you see in the sand
be it talking cigarette, smoldering bird, or
the air bubble of hesitation you brought with you
It watched you submerge
(as much as the metaphor of cigarette can watch, mind you)
and here it is,
snoozing at hand's reach in low tide
waiting for your magnetism to dry
i have never felt such a void by aiilshaej, literature
Literature
i have never felt such a void
i have never felt such a void
when statues from the shadows of your regret turned to stone,
your resolve to poison,
only then, do you realize the mistake of your pessimism
(yes, of course it was worth it)
i have never felt such a void
when the gloomy voyagerism of misery spread,
I held on to the warm embrace of clenching teeth, because comfort was often cold and
calculating (and interestingly enough, I often believed this to be true)
when optimism becomes a stigma, when the unabashed naked smile is seen as a displeasing taunt merely indictive of immaturity
truly then, never will I have felt such a void.
A Sailor's Dreadful Footsteps by aiilshaej, literature
Literature
A Sailor's Dreadful Footsteps
The dreadful quietness of a sailor
echoes through the conch in the child's hands
telling him to stay a lighthouse for his father
Because his father needed the boy as a beacon of purpose
And the boy needed his father as an anchor of comfort
The pavement was cold on his feet,
promising slippery foothold
as soggy toes treaded upon the cracks and shifted weight on its gravel
The boy was not cold when he was inside the house
wrapped in blankets of his fathers letters, en-armored in foreign presents
But to be warm, the boy needed a chilly pier
as he conjured up an imaginary telescope that could follow his father through every wa
You're the kind of woman
who would get spooked by a white moon.
Butterflies at night would terrify you,
and bats screaming "save me" would
cripple your tendencies.
You might be wary of the light from a street lamp,
but you'd give a knowing smile to any
ornithological pedestrian.
Fires beyond your control
would tremble at your footsteps,
and you would free yourself
from the chase of the Gingerbread Man.
Claws will frighten you,
sidewalks will astound you.
Blue sand would empower you
but the white moon still spooks you.
Only To Know
I laugh.
I was preaching, "I fear no evil"
When I was young
so pitifully young
Are you imagining
a scarier world than what exists?
Boy, nothing's scarier than imagination,
and nothing's more beautiful
Why are you treating your vulnerability
like a friend?
Why are you
calm in the face of your only strength?
When I knew little
so dangerously little
My analogies and adages
of what you should fear,
of what will make you lonely
I treated them like options!
So why was I smiling?
Smiling... with innocence?
So if I know now
so much now
why am I
fearing the known?
Why am I treating my